I think I’m just stressed and over tired and I want to have fun but I need to keep up with school and I want to leave but I don’t want to and I’m going to miss everyone but I don’t want to admit that I am not ecstatic about missing the summer before college. But I am excited

And everything is contradictory and I don’t actually know how I feel about anything. And finding a roommate for summer is so hard and the majority of people I’ve been talking to that are freshman are morons but its like all of the people that I talk to that currently go there are amazing and I’m like why is there no one who is not like an alcoholic and has a personality and I finally met someone who is going for summer who seemed really cool and she just didn’t respond but it was just a bit ago so maybe she was busy but i feel like i had such high expectations and everything is going to be different…

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  1. idreamofhim said: the summer page is the worst
  2. koloskaivraki said: reality suks…..get used to it.
  3. limesonyourscreen said: LOVE ME.
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